Post by Nick on Nov 15, 2017 18:17:12 GMT
Ok so I’m gonna film a video later but I’m not going to explain any of this fuckery in it because a) nobody has the time to watch a long ass CF when, which leads me to b) all of the other motherfuckers are probably going to cover the whole back story in their CF.
But, anyway…
Ben went home, which surprised me, but I fucking knew Jermaine didn’t like him, so I wasn’t completely blindsided but like 95% blindsided because I just didn’t think he was going to be a shady bitch at the first fucking tribal. But Ben goes in a 5-3 vote which then causes the most fucking awkward staring challenge of my entire life. I swear to God if these people would’ve just shown the endurance in that stare-off in the challenge than maybe our asses wouldn’t have had to go to tribal.
So, the stare-off ends after like 2 goddamn minutes, and obviously we leave the hangout and Jenn messages me immediately:
So...
Did you vote with me or was it Jermaine?
And I’m like, girl… I fucking warned you about Jermaine earlier on a one-on-one call so why the fuck do you have any reason to assume it was Jermaine who voted to keep Ben?? AND, why do you already know Jeff was against that? But irregardless (rip Ben), I need to talk to her cause we were on the outs.
Jenn comes in and spills the fucking tea everywhere. Apparently, Ben lied about it being his first ORG (and as resident newbie on this tribe idk why he would have lied about that, but you do you) and he knows Jenn, and they’re friends. She tells me that that info must’ve went around and that’s why Ben was the vote (because he was a shady motherfucker). Anyway, we woe for about 2 minutes and then Jermaine slides into my dms like he’s that cheating ex who wants that ass back.
I talk to Jermaine, and he basically gives me the same run-down Jenn just gave me. Obviously the talk wouldn’t be complete without the staple I wish I would’ve told you. Mhmm, sure jan. But, Jermaine and I were on good terms 1-on-1 before tribal, so he says he still likes me and wants to play the game with me etc. etc. etc. and that it wasn’t against me but against ben. But here’s the fucking deal Jermaine. You quite obviously talked to Jeff and Michael about this bullshit so like you couldn’t have tipped me off too if we were close even like 10 deadass minutes before? So, I’m pissed, but I’m on the bottom so I can’t be pissed, but it’s gonna sound fake if I’m all like “oh its fine, I understand” so I have to say that but also mix in some type of frustrated emotion, so the conversation seems real. But whatever, I can’t win this game pre-merge, but I definitely can lose it, so I play along with Jermaine until I’m on solid enough footing.
Then I jump on the tribe call, mainly cause I know Elise’s ass is gonna be there, and I need Elise, so I need to bond with motherfucking Elise. The chat is quiet as fuck, which like, predictable. So we discuss the challenge very briefly (side note: fuck this celebrity apprentice type challenge, imma have to take a backseat for this because I’ll be damned if I know how to plan to finish this project in less than 48 hours) and then a little bit about exile. Idk if I believe her, but quite honestly it's not even a concern to deal with at the moment.
Jenn and I are on call with Elise, and we wanna spill the tea so it doesn’t seem like we’re being shady, but then we spilt it together so its shady anyway I guess??? We do, she seems appreciative, but the Jeffery finally decides it’s time for his ass to talk to me.
My talk with Jeff is very similar to the one I had with Jermaine, except that Jermaine reached out to me not vice versa. Two things that come out of Jeff’s talk are that he only did it because it was Ben, not Jenn or myself, which is just so convenient for him right? I know. But, he says he wants to bring back Jermaine, Jenn, himself, and myself as a quad. *eyerolls* Jeff is fucking good at this, like I knew that immediately, and he’s already proved it, so I’m not sure if I trust him on that but unlike Michael, Austin, and Casper the fucking Ghost, he at least has talked to me. The more important piece of information I got from him was that Ben was painting myself and Jenn as a duo, and he thought that Ben doing that was shady. And I know Jeff is believing that too.
Anddddd… Ben’s right. I was hoping people would associate Ben with me and overlook Jenn and me, but Ben dun goofed that plan. And now that Jenn and I were on the wrong side of the vote it looks even more truthful, which fucking bloooowssss. So that’s something we’ll both have to deal with.
I talked to Jenn on SnapChat for like 2 hours last night, and she did withhold info from me regarding Ben, so she spilled every other piece of info she knew to me. I feel as though at this point she is tightest with me, and she had told me that earlier in the day before the vote, so all those things mixed, I have to trust her. She figures they’ll target her over me since she was in on the lie and a bigger threat than me (she didn’t actually say that, she just insinuated it, and that’s fine I don’t give a shit, works to my benefit).
Yesterday I felt like I was in way over my head in this game, and know I know that’s true for a fact now. But if this is like the Hunger Games and all of us are gonna die, I’m going to make sure all of those bitches drown before I do.
But, anyway…
Ben went home, which surprised me, but I fucking knew Jermaine didn’t like him, so I wasn’t completely blindsided but like 95% blindsided because I just didn’t think he was going to be a shady bitch at the first fucking tribal. But Ben goes in a 5-3 vote which then causes the most fucking awkward staring challenge of my entire life. I swear to God if these people would’ve just shown the endurance in that stare-off in the challenge than maybe our asses wouldn’t have had to go to tribal.
So, the stare-off ends after like 2 goddamn minutes, and obviously we leave the hangout and Jenn messages me immediately:
So...
Did you vote with me or was it Jermaine?
And I’m like, girl… I fucking warned you about Jermaine earlier on a one-on-one call so why the fuck do you have any reason to assume it was Jermaine who voted to keep Ben?? AND, why do you already know Jeff was against that? But irregardless (rip Ben), I need to talk to her cause we were on the outs.
Jenn comes in and spills the fucking tea everywhere. Apparently, Ben lied about it being his first ORG (and as resident newbie on this tribe idk why he would have lied about that, but you do you) and he knows Jenn, and they’re friends. She tells me that that info must’ve went around and that’s why Ben was the vote (because he was a shady motherfucker). Anyway, we woe for about 2 minutes and then Jermaine slides into my dms like he’s that cheating ex who wants that ass back.
I talk to Jermaine, and he basically gives me the same run-down Jenn just gave me. Obviously the talk wouldn’t be complete without the staple I wish I would’ve told you. Mhmm, sure jan. But, Jermaine and I were on good terms 1-on-1 before tribal, so he says he still likes me and wants to play the game with me etc. etc. etc. and that it wasn’t against me but against ben. But here’s the fucking deal Jermaine. You quite obviously talked to Jeff and Michael about this bullshit so like you couldn’t have tipped me off too if we were close even like 10 deadass minutes before? So, I’m pissed, but I’m on the bottom so I can’t be pissed, but it’s gonna sound fake if I’m all like “oh its fine, I understand” so I have to say that but also mix in some type of frustrated emotion, so the conversation seems real. But whatever, I can’t win this game pre-merge, but I definitely can lose it, so I play along with Jermaine until I’m on solid enough footing.
Then I jump on the tribe call, mainly cause I know Elise’s ass is gonna be there, and I need Elise, so I need to bond with motherfucking Elise. The chat is quiet as fuck, which like, predictable. So we discuss the challenge very briefly (side note: fuck this celebrity apprentice type challenge, imma have to take a backseat for this because I’ll be damned if I know how to plan to finish this project in less than 48 hours) and then a little bit about exile. Idk if I believe her, but quite honestly it's not even a concern to deal with at the moment.
Jenn and I are on call with Elise, and we wanna spill the tea so it doesn’t seem like we’re being shady, but then we spilt it together so its shady anyway I guess??? We do, she seems appreciative, but the Jeffery finally decides it’s time for his ass to talk to me.
My talk with Jeff is very similar to the one I had with Jermaine, except that Jermaine reached out to me not vice versa. Two things that come out of Jeff’s talk are that he only did it because it was Ben, not Jenn or myself, which is just so convenient for him right? I know. But, he says he wants to bring back Jermaine, Jenn, himself, and myself as a quad. *eyerolls* Jeff is fucking good at this, like I knew that immediately, and he’s already proved it, so I’m not sure if I trust him on that but unlike Michael, Austin, and Casper the fucking Ghost, he at least has talked to me. The more important piece of information I got from him was that Ben was painting myself and Jenn as a duo, and he thought that Ben doing that was shady. And I know Jeff is believing that too.
Anddddd… Ben’s right. I was hoping people would associate Ben with me and overlook Jenn and me, but Ben dun goofed that plan. And now that Jenn and I were on the wrong side of the vote it looks even more truthful, which fucking bloooowssss. So that’s something we’ll both have to deal with.
I talked to Jenn on SnapChat for like 2 hours last night, and she did withhold info from me regarding Ben, so she spilled every other piece of info she knew to me. I feel as though at this point she is tightest with me, and she had told me that earlier in the day before the vote, so all those things mixed, I have to trust her. She figures they’ll target her over me since she was in on the lie and a bigger threat than me (she didn’t actually say that, she just insinuated it, and that’s fine I don’t give a shit, works to my benefit).
Yesterday I felt like I was in way over my head in this game, and know I know that’s true for a fact now. But if this is like the Hunger Games and all of us are gonna die, I’m going to make sure all of those bitches drown before I do.
