Post by Sam on Dec 1, 2017 20:39:31 GMT
Just filmed a confessional, it's processing, thought I would just post my conversation with Don last night where he tells me he's an army strategist and therefore knows better.
[11/30/17, 10:46:10 PM] Sam Loveridge: I honestly don’t know where your random hatred has come of me, but I really don’t appreciate all the shit I’ve heard you talk about me in the 14 person round. I really don’t want to have to go back and forth like this in this challenge, but it’s clear that you’re going to pick me until I’m out.
[11/30/17, 10:47:58 PM] Donald Boudah: I hear ya and I don’t appreciate what I heard. I am thinking of the two guys with power but I didn’t pick first and I have been told multiple times by many people that you are after me. Maybe they were lying but I don’t know or know why
[11/30/17, 10:50:05 PM] Sam Loveridge: I mean, I also didn’t pick first, you were the first to pick me. So you’ll have to take that up with Lizzie and Aren. I’m not going to lie and say I have not said your name after the final 14 round because I’ve heard you’ve been after me, and it’s been clear since that’s your intent. But the only reason I’ve heard that you’re after me is because I apparently babied you during the scavenger hunt challenge, which if that’s the case that’s pretty boring.
[11/30/17, 10:50:34 PM] Sam Loveridge: Like I honestly feel as though we’ve had nothing but really genuine life talks, so it kind of shocked me when we came to the 14 person round and you went around telling all the carex people you were ready to flip.
[11/30/17, 10:54:14 PM] Donald Boudah: No that was annoying to me and several others. But even before then you and Carley talked to me sporadically. Then you guys come at me like we are best friends. But O was in on no planning sessions and including in nothing. Then as soon as we hit the other tribe Carley doesn’t speak to me until late afternoon. But she did talk to blue and tell them if they voted with her she would be willing to do Yurbaco next round. Being as I knew y’all were close and she was to Lizzie. Plus with Steffen was your partner and I didn’t know if he was a part of it. I get your feelings but I had mine
[11/30/17, 11:01:10 PM] Sam Loveridge: No, Don, the whole tribe were telling me to baby you cause no one else wanted to do it. If people said they were annoyed then that’s them just sympathizing to your complaints. We were worried we were going to lose because you hadn’t uploaded a single thing 36 hours into the competition.
[11/30/17, 11:01:35 PM] Sam Loveridge: I can honestly say, every single member of Yurbaco were worried we would lose cause you hadn’t uploaded.
[11/30/17, 11:02:41 PM] Donald Boudah: Well I guess you are telling the truth now
[11/30/17, 11:02:49 PM] Sam Loveridge: You never asked.
[11/30/17, 11:02:58 PM] Sam Loveridge: Or never talked to me about your annoyance.
[11/30/17, 11:02:59 PM] Donald Boudah: Treat me how you want. I get it
[11/30/17, 11:03:08 PM] Sam Loveridge: I had to find out through other people.
[11/30/17, 11:03:28 PM] Sam Loveridge: I don’t know why you seem to think I’m not someone who’s straight up.
[11/30/17, 11:04:53 PM] Sam Loveridge: Like you never talked to me about any of this shit so how am I meant to know how you’re feeling? Really. I’m not treating you any sort of way, I’m literally trying to get to the bottom of this issue that is making literally no sense to me.
[11/30/17, 11:05:03 PM] Sam Loveridge: When have I not told the truth to you?
[11/30/17, 11:05:43 PM] Donald Boudah: You acting like you weren’t after me and talking about me during the comp.
[11/30/17, 11:06:09 PM] Donald Boudah: It’s all good Samm I am done with the back and forth. Jeff is about to win and you will get what you want
[11/30/17, 11:06:58 PM] Sam Loveridge: I’m actually trying to have a conversation about this Don. I’m sorry if you feel attacked, I’m a very pointed person in any conversation, I’m not trying to make it come across this way.
[11/30/17, 11:07:57 PM] Sam Loveridge: All I want out of this challenge is immunity, because clearly you’re after me.
[11/30/17, 11:08:16 PM] Sam Loveridge: I’d honestly like to continue this conversation, but if you’re not interested, that’s fine.
[11/30/17, 11:09:15 PM] Donald Boudah: Well you have a chance to get it. And I just want it because like I said I have been told you will take me out this round. If they are all lying to me well okay. But like I said I am out
[11/30/17, 11:09:27 PM] Donald Boudah: When I lose this challenge
[11/30/17, 11:10:08 PM] Donald Boudah: It is cool man I get it.
[11/30/17, 11:10:20 PM] Donald Boudah: Best of luck!
[11/30/17, 11:11:18 PM] Sam Loveridge: Don, I’m literally after you, because you’re after me.
[11/30/17, 11:11:43 PM] Sam Loveridge: There is no other reason to that, I am trying to get to the bottom of this situation and understand where it’s stemming from, but it’s a conversation you don’t seem to want to have.
[11/30/17, 11:15:01 PM] Donald Boudah: I figured out how you and Carley were playing me. Messages with in minutes of each other. You guys had obvious inside information and jokes and that is cool. But to have the person you are close with then try to cut a deal against me. Then I am told dam near everyone that you wanted head or blood or what ever was said. You didn’t even talk to me to ask what happened
[11/30/17, 11:18:30 PM] Sam Loveridge: I’m doing the challenge now but I intend on replying
[11/30/17, 11:18:48 PM] Donald Boudah: No worries I get it. For real good luck
[11/30/17, 11:19:23 PM] Sam Loveridge: No, I actually intend on having this conversation because honestly, you seem to have a lot of weird misinformation that you’ve built up in your own mind against me.
[11/30/17, 11:19:44 PM] Sam Loveridge: So I want to actually formulate a proper response when I don’t have to save my own ass
[11/30/17, 11:40:42 PM] Sam Loveridge: Honestly Don, I wasn’t playing you at any time. No point did we talk alliance. I have no idea where you have any sort of conclusion that Carley and I were some sort of power duo, cause honestly I’ve heard that you’ve said the same sort of “messages within minutes of each other” about Lizzie and Carley. I never tried to get you to do anything personally. I have literally no idea what you’re talking about “try to cut a deal against me” and multiple people had the conversation of “well, if we lose the scavenger hunt, I guess it’s Don’s fault so it’s an easy vote.” So to wrack up the entire blame on me is really really short sighted and you should probably be looking closer at who you’re talking to.
[11/30/17, 11:42:25 PM] Donald Boudah: See and I don’t know why you are worried I don’t have any votes or loyal people. Like you said my entire tribe was saying I was the weak link and going home because of it if we lost.
[11/30/17, 11:43:44 PM] Sam Loveridge: I’m always worried Don, but I don’t care about the vote. I’m literally trying to understand where your hatred is coming from because I genuinely like you as a person.
[11/30/17, 11:43:56 PM] Donald Boudah: And yes I did think and still think they were close at least closer to each other than me.
[11/30/17, 11:43:56 PM] Sam Loveridge: And it seems to be coming from a lot of drawn conclusions and assumptions.
[11/30/17, 11:44:22 PM] Sam Loveridge: Yeah, totally fair to assume they were closer than to you.
[11/30/17, 11:46:02 PM] Donald Boudah: I promise you it is all game related and I know you are a good person you have a lot of mutual friends with me who say so. But you are also a beat in games and I totally respect that. I also know when you aren’t in with the cool kids and multiple people have said my age was an issue with people. Some of them I would imagine were ones with a problem. Lol
[11/30/17, 11:46:29 PM] Donald Boudah: For real Samm I have nothing and the move was just me getting dragged along.
[11/30/17, 11:46:43 PM] Sam Loveridge: No, I get the Carley thing, genuinely, I do.
[11/30/17, 11:47:09 PM] Donald Boudah: I am doing my best to figure out how all you Icons get so good but I can’t crack the code
[11/30/17, 11:47:19 PM] Sam Loveridge: It’s just statements like, “But to have the person you are close with then try to cut a deal against me.” I don’t really get.
[11/30/17, 11:50:23 PM] Donald Boudah: I just feel like it makes more sense as Aren doesn’t talk to me and why would he as he is 15 and I am 39. So the only other people not to ever have a call with me was you and her. It was obvious by the calls and challenges you are a leader and people including me respect that!
[11/30/17, 11:53:06 PM] Donald Boudah: I know I am not the greatest at these games but I am not stupid and do strategic planning for the Army. I get strategy and relationships as I work with foreign militaries. Honestly no matter what happens I am not mad. It was a fun game and I can say Icons like John Wilson, Brady Sharper, and Samm the man! I meant what I said I am glad I got to play a game with you and you are Ann amazing player like people say!
[12/1/17, 12:01:16 AM] Sam Loveridge: I don’t think you’re stupid Don. I think you like to act stupid.
[11/30/17, 10:47:58 PM] Donald Boudah: I hear ya and I don’t appreciate what I heard. I am thinking of the two guys with power but I didn’t pick first and I have been told multiple times by many people that you are after me. Maybe they were lying but I don’t know or know why
[11/30/17, 10:50:05 PM] Sam Loveridge: I mean, I also didn’t pick first, you were the first to pick me. So you’ll have to take that up with Lizzie and Aren. I’m not going to lie and say I have not said your name after the final 14 round because I’ve heard you’ve been after me, and it’s been clear since that’s your intent. But the only reason I’ve heard that you’re after me is because I apparently babied you during the scavenger hunt challenge, which if that’s the case that’s pretty boring.
[11/30/17, 10:50:34 PM] Sam Loveridge: Like I honestly feel as though we’ve had nothing but really genuine life talks, so it kind of shocked me when we came to the 14 person round and you went around telling all the carex people you were ready to flip.
[11/30/17, 10:54:14 PM] Donald Boudah: No that was annoying to me and several others. But even before then you and Carley talked to me sporadically. Then you guys come at me like we are best friends. But O was in on no planning sessions and including in nothing. Then as soon as we hit the other tribe Carley doesn’t speak to me until late afternoon. But she did talk to blue and tell them if they voted with her she would be willing to do Yurbaco next round. Being as I knew y’all were close and she was to Lizzie. Plus with Steffen was your partner and I didn’t know if he was a part of it. I get your feelings but I had mine
[11/30/17, 11:01:10 PM] Sam Loveridge: No, Don, the whole tribe were telling me to baby you cause no one else wanted to do it. If people said they were annoyed then that’s them just sympathizing to your complaints. We were worried we were going to lose because you hadn’t uploaded a single thing 36 hours into the competition.
[11/30/17, 11:01:35 PM] Sam Loveridge: I can honestly say, every single member of Yurbaco were worried we would lose cause you hadn’t uploaded.
[11/30/17, 11:02:41 PM] Donald Boudah: Well I guess you are telling the truth now
[11/30/17, 11:02:49 PM] Sam Loveridge: You never asked.
[11/30/17, 11:02:58 PM] Sam Loveridge: Or never talked to me about your annoyance.
[11/30/17, 11:02:59 PM] Donald Boudah: Treat me how you want. I get it
[11/30/17, 11:03:08 PM] Sam Loveridge: I had to find out through other people.
[11/30/17, 11:03:28 PM] Sam Loveridge: I don’t know why you seem to think I’m not someone who’s straight up.
[11/30/17, 11:04:53 PM] Sam Loveridge: Like you never talked to me about any of this shit so how am I meant to know how you’re feeling? Really. I’m not treating you any sort of way, I’m literally trying to get to the bottom of this issue that is making literally no sense to me.
[11/30/17, 11:05:03 PM] Sam Loveridge: When have I not told the truth to you?
[11/30/17, 11:05:43 PM] Donald Boudah: You acting like you weren’t after me and talking about me during the comp.
[11/30/17, 11:06:09 PM] Donald Boudah: It’s all good Samm I am done with the back and forth. Jeff is about to win and you will get what you want
[11/30/17, 11:06:58 PM] Sam Loveridge: I’m actually trying to have a conversation about this Don. I’m sorry if you feel attacked, I’m a very pointed person in any conversation, I’m not trying to make it come across this way.
[11/30/17, 11:07:57 PM] Sam Loveridge: All I want out of this challenge is immunity, because clearly you’re after me.
[11/30/17, 11:08:16 PM] Sam Loveridge: I’d honestly like to continue this conversation, but if you’re not interested, that’s fine.
[11/30/17, 11:09:15 PM] Donald Boudah: Well you have a chance to get it. And I just want it because like I said I have been told you will take me out this round. If they are all lying to me well okay. But like I said I am out
[11/30/17, 11:09:27 PM] Donald Boudah: When I lose this challenge
[11/30/17, 11:10:08 PM] Donald Boudah: It is cool man I get it.
[11/30/17, 11:10:20 PM] Donald Boudah: Best of luck!
[11/30/17, 11:11:18 PM] Sam Loveridge: Don, I’m literally after you, because you’re after me.
[11/30/17, 11:11:43 PM] Sam Loveridge: There is no other reason to that, I am trying to get to the bottom of this situation and understand where it’s stemming from, but it’s a conversation you don’t seem to want to have.
[11/30/17, 11:15:01 PM] Donald Boudah: I figured out how you and Carley were playing me. Messages with in minutes of each other. You guys had obvious inside information and jokes and that is cool. But to have the person you are close with then try to cut a deal against me. Then I am told dam near everyone that you wanted head or blood or what ever was said. You didn’t even talk to me to ask what happened
[11/30/17, 11:18:30 PM] Sam Loveridge: I’m doing the challenge now but I intend on replying
[11/30/17, 11:18:48 PM] Donald Boudah: No worries I get it. For real good luck
[11/30/17, 11:19:23 PM] Sam Loveridge: No, I actually intend on having this conversation because honestly, you seem to have a lot of weird misinformation that you’ve built up in your own mind against me.
[11/30/17, 11:19:44 PM] Sam Loveridge: So I want to actually formulate a proper response when I don’t have to save my own ass
[11/30/17, 11:40:42 PM] Sam Loveridge: Honestly Don, I wasn’t playing you at any time. No point did we talk alliance. I have no idea where you have any sort of conclusion that Carley and I were some sort of power duo, cause honestly I’ve heard that you’ve said the same sort of “messages within minutes of each other” about Lizzie and Carley. I never tried to get you to do anything personally. I have literally no idea what you’re talking about “try to cut a deal against me” and multiple people had the conversation of “well, if we lose the scavenger hunt, I guess it’s Don’s fault so it’s an easy vote.” So to wrack up the entire blame on me is really really short sighted and you should probably be looking closer at who you’re talking to.
[11/30/17, 11:42:25 PM] Donald Boudah: See and I don’t know why you are worried I don’t have any votes or loyal people. Like you said my entire tribe was saying I was the weak link and going home because of it if we lost.
[11/30/17, 11:43:44 PM] Sam Loveridge: I’m always worried Don, but I don’t care about the vote. I’m literally trying to understand where your hatred is coming from because I genuinely like you as a person.
[11/30/17, 11:43:56 PM] Donald Boudah: And yes I did think and still think they were close at least closer to each other than me.
[11/30/17, 11:43:56 PM] Sam Loveridge: And it seems to be coming from a lot of drawn conclusions and assumptions.
[11/30/17, 11:44:22 PM] Sam Loveridge: Yeah, totally fair to assume they were closer than to you.
[11/30/17, 11:46:02 PM] Donald Boudah: I promise you it is all game related and I know you are a good person you have a lot of mutual friends with me who say so. But you are also a beat in games and I totally respect that. I also know when you aren’t in with the cool kids and multiple people have said my age was an issue with people. Some of them I would imagine were ones with a problem. Lol
[11/30/17, 11:46:29 PM] Donald Boudah: For real Samm I have nothing and the move was just me getting dragged along.
[11/30/17, 11:46:43 PM] Sam Loveridge: No, I get the Carley thing, genuinely, I do.
[11/30/17, 11:47:09 PM] Donald Boudah: I am doing my best to figure out how all you Icons get so good but I can’t crack the code
[11/30/17, 11:47:19 PM] Sam Loveridge: It’s just statements like, “But to have the person you are close with then try to cut a deal against me.” I don’t really get.
[11/30/17, 11:50:23 PM] Donald Boudah: I just feel like it makes more sense as Aren doesn’t talk to me and why would he as he is 15 and I am 39. So the only other people not to ever have a call with me was you and her. It was obvious by the calls and challenges you are a leader and people including me respect that!
[11/30/17, 11:53:06 PM] Donald Boudah: I know I am not the greatest at these games but I am not stupid and do strategic planning for the Army. I get strategy and relationships as I work with foreign militaries. Honestly no matter what happens I am not mad. It was a fun game and I can say Icons like John Wilson, Brady Sharper, and Samm the man! I meant what I said I am glad I got to play a game with you and you are Ann amazing player like people say!
[12/1/17, 12:01:16 AM] Sam Loveridge: I don’t think you’re stupid Don. I think you like to act stupid.